Showing posts with label outcomes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label outcomes. Show all posts

Friday, 3 July 2026

Thick Skin and the Colour of Pain

A Familiar Ethnicity Pain Gap

It comes as no surprise to me to read that in the UK, women from Bangladeshi, Pakistani, and black Caribbean backgrounds were less likely than white women to receive an epidural whilst having a vaginal birth. [The Guardian: “Women from minority backgrounds in UK less likely to receive epidurals, research finds”]

The ideas, conceptions, perceptions, or prejudices that feed the narrative that non-white people, especially from the aforementioned backgrounds, do not need adequate pain medication to arrest high levels of discomfort and distress have appeared in studies for decades.

This situation, termed the "ethnicity pain gap", is quite concerning, and it might persuade one to surmise that there is a seething racialised disadvantage in the public health system, one that ascribes thick skin to the Black population and precious delicateness to the Asian cohort.

My Own Experience

My experience of this in late 2009 came as a result of cancer pain in its enduring intensity. I was on multiple regimens of pain medication, with Fentanyl dispensed as a transdermal patch being the most critical palliative, yet I was in pain.

When I informed my consultant that I was still in pain, and this was in the Netherlands rather than in the United Kingdom, he did not acknowledge my distress or seek to address it. Instead, his response was that the pain medication I was on should be enough. An ill-informed perception that I should have a higher pain threshold.

I remonstrated that it was not, and he then sought to double the dose from 12.5 micrograms to 25 micrograms. This made all the difference because it tackled the pain, and I got much-needed relief. Why I was not also told that transdermal patches could fall off, and that they could be held in place on the skin with an adhesive film, escapes me.

Knowledge Withheld

Returning from church, one Sunday, a few weeks after I had the new prescription, I was in a lot more pain than usual, and then I saw that the patch had fallen off.

I laughed myself to delirium to produce endorphins as pain relief whilst the new patch took hold. It was only when I told the nurse who came to dress the lesions on my foot daily that he told me I could get an adhesive film to keep the patch in place.

The knowledge was there all along, but it was never shared. As a race, in our encounters with the medical establishment, we are constantly pathologised, and this is characterised by either not being listened to or being ignored, because the medical personnel assume they know and understand our bodies more than we do with the intimate experience of our own skins.

Asserting Our Reality

That Caucasians are immediately responded to and given palliative succour on demand speaks volumes, without suggesting something untoward. Whether it is bias, prejudice, or indifference, we need to be better equipped to ask pertinent questions and persuade our doctors of our reality, without having to jump through hoops, trapped in suffering until it becomes unbearable.

It is not just in matters of pain, but in decisions being made about diagnostic and treatment regimes without explanation or rationale, delay in action when the full knowledge of a condition is evident, the lack of respect, courtesy, and the according of dignity to your personhood and humanity, or the use of the wrong indicators based on race for decision trees towards useful outcomes.

I approach the medical establishment on the premise of “It is my body first, before it is your guinea pig.” This need never be the default, because you are then preparing for a fight instead of fully trusting someone who took the Hippocratic Oath to do you no harm. Yet you find you need to assert yourself and manage the egos to ensure that you, at the very least, leave the hospital better than when you went in.

A Google NotebookLM AI Podcast on this blog

Monday, 15 June 2026

Men's things XXXIV: Saving the life, and saving some lifestyle

The Shadow of Mortality

The pall of mortality hovers like a dark cloud at certain times, but you cannot dwell on that feeling at all. Every time you escape the dread it portends, you are grounded by the good fortune of survival and by the uncertainty that reliving it might present.

Above all other questions, it did occur to me whether I had it in me to face another cancer diagnosis. As much as I presented as stoic two years ago, my concerns and anxieties were a rumbling thunderstorm in my mind. I reached for comfort in sermons and in the faith that things, no matter how bad, would be fine.

A Diagnosis Already Known

However, when I saw the consultant at the Christie Hospital in mid-June 2024, it was not to discover anything new. I had already known for a week that adenocarcinoma of the prostate had been diagnosed, because my medical notes from another consultation had been merged with the findings from a biopsy taken three weeks before.

The doctor who made the mistake offered to redact the notes, but how do you unsee the facts as they were presented? The damage of letting the information slip through, without the essential conversation in a controlled setting, had been done.

I was reviewing the consultant's notes yesterday, and I wondered whether there had not been a haste to act, considering the stage at which the cancer was found, given their recommendation of active treatment as opposed to active surveillance.

In the haze of the moment, you do not see everything your medical results indicate; you grasp at the headline and let the detail blur. Looking at the same notes two years on brings a new realisation, a clarity that was simply not available to me then. Yet what can one do now? The decision has been made, the treatment taken, and hindsight, however sharp, cannot rewind the clock.

Registered Without Consent

I attended the consultation with a friend, but what shocked me still more was that, once cancer was diagnosed, I was immediately added to the National Disease Registration Service (NDRS), which comprises cancer diagnosis and analysis along with congenital anomaly and rare disease registration. No one told me I could opt out.

Then, on the matter of cancer, I have always felt that all who have encountered it are treated on the basis of the body of knowledge acquired from survivors and non-survivors alike. We are rarely pioneers of this unfortunate human condition.

Brian, because of his exposure to the medical field, would have been aware of what was developing, but I wanted to tell him when we met up in Cape Town, and that was just over a week away.

Weighing the Options

Meanwhile, between the visible and painful skin cancer of 2009 and the invisible, seemingly benign prostate cancer of 2024, I was totally conflicted. I was hoping that chemotherapy, of which I already had some experience from the last time, was an option, but I soon learnt that the only options were surgery or radiotherapy.

The treatment I eventually had was hypofractionated radiotherapy, effectively External Beam Radiotherapy (EBRT), over 20 weekdays in September and October 2024.

This week, NHS England will begin to offer a more targeted radiotherapy treatment for prostate cancer called Stereotactic Ablative Radiotherapy (SABR). This was first proposed in 2021; it's only five years late.

This focused treatment is down to five doses over a fortnight and lends itself to fewer side effects. [Sky News: 'Cutting-edge' prostate cancer treatment to be rolled out by NHS from next week]

Proposed Patient Pathway
Stereotactic ablative radiotherapy (SABR)
for patients with previously irradiated, 
locally recurrent primary pelvic tumours [PDF]

Progress and Its Price

More recently, the website of Elekta, the company that supplied the radiotherapy equipment for my treatment, features equipment that could offer the same radiotherapy in two fractions. MR-guided adaptive radiotherapy even promises minimal side effects compared with other interventions.

The selling points are that it lowers acute Gastrointestinal (GI) and Genitourinary (GU) side effects while better protecting erectile function. That is the elephant in the room that rarely gets talked about, where cancer treatment saves the life yet does little to preserve the lifestyle.

Then, one must acknowledge that these advancements in technology are welcome progress in tackling these issues. One cannot live in the regret of not holding off on essential treatment to wait for better options to select from. You work with what is available, and you study the changes that come along.

The Elephant in the Room

Even as I insisted on not being co-opted into a form of chemical sex to ease the issue of sexual dysfunction, I was invited to take a prescription of sildenafil citrate, typically at half the normal strength. I feel like the boy of fifteen whose first job was in a brewery, working in the laboratory, where the first wort was said to be an aphrodisiac.

Hey! Medicine expects that, if you can get it up, you already have the sexual confidence for everything else to follow. I beg to differ, as the package gathers dust in my bedside cabinet.

Blog - Men's things XXXIII: Prostate Cancer Screening and UK Black Men

Blog - Photons on the Prostate: Three Things I Wish I'd Known

Blog - Men's things: Prostate Cancer blogs

A Google NotebookLM AI Podcast on this blog

Saturday, 27 September 2025

Men's things XXV: Prostate cancer under control

Gathering my thoughts

There are many things to be grateful for: life, health, relationships, friendships, hope, faith, and the love that conquers all.

It's now been over a year ago that I began the twenty sessions of hypofractionated external beam radiotherapy for prostate cancer, the aftermath of which includes an extended time of monitoring and care. [NHS England: Hypofractionated external beam radiotherapy in the treatment of localised prostate cancer (PDF) 25 pages.]

After meeting with the multidisciplinary team in March, in conversation, I was to be seen again in 4 months, but the letter to my doctor indicated 5 months. But I received no appointments, so I had to consult the oncology department secretary about it.

It took her just over three weeks to respond. That was after I placed a phone call to her number and left a message that got a nurse to call and plan to be seen within three weeks.

Reviewing the process

Any appointment would have required first doing a serum prostate-specific antigen (PSA) test and getting the results before the appointment, and the secretary gave me just 6 working days to my next appointment to get that done.

Thankfully, for my Monday appointment, my GP surgery invited me on Thursday to provide a blood sample, and I was able to access the result on the NHS app last night.

I was concerned because the PSA results from February 2024 and the 5 test results altogether have fluctuated in ways that if I had not taken decisive action to act on the possible presence of prostate cancer by urging my doctor to be engaged, responsive, and proactive, the malignancy would have continued untouched to a seriously life-threatening situation.

This is because, in early February 2024, the PSA was borderline high at 3.5, then 7 weeks later at the end of March 2024, it had risen to 4.0 and needing further investigation, that started with a Digital Rectal Examination (DRE), through a multiparametric MRI (mpMRI) scan in April 2024, an ultrasound-guided transperineal biopsy of the prostate gland in May 2024, and a stage-2 prostate cancer diagnosis in June 2024 with the recommendation that I undergo active treatment.

Making your decisions towards the best outcomes

In July 2024, I made the choice between a radical prostatectomy and radical radiotherapy, opting for the latter, though on seeking a helpful opinion from Prostate Cancer UK, the nurse thought it was better to opt for active surveillance or watchful waiting.

I was not going to wait to watch what a clear diagnosis of cancer was going to do in my body, and worry myself silly about what I could have done on the back end of having this knowledge. That was the last time I called Prostate Cancer UK, because having come this far, I needed encouragement and support, not dissuasion.

As I prepared for radiotherapy, we had another PSA test at the end of August 2024, and it had fallen to 2.0. That sneaky thing could have been a dangerous signal to abandon treatment, as the reading had fallen below the danger zone into the normal range. However, that did not mean the cancer had suddenly disappeared. Either way, I was going through with the radiotherapy.

This began on the 12th of September 2024 for every weekday until the 9th of October 2024, and I worked through it, even as the side effects of chronic fatigue and bladder issues took hold. A month after treatment, I took an extended sick leave that lasted just under 2 months, spending most of that time with Brian, caring for me in Cape Town.

After treatment monitoring and beyond

When I went for my first post-treatment checkup in early April 2025, the PSA test I took, the previous week at the end of March, read 2.6 and this was the cause of my concern and it led me to question the reliability of the PSA test as an indicator of reduced prostate agitation, especially after radiotherapy, but then I also realised that the period of recuperation could be long, as exemplified in my strength, and voice.

My reckoning was that if the PSA result did not fall at my next appointment, I would request a second mpMRI scan. I am glad to say that on my receipt of the results last night, that might not be necessary as the PSA has fallen to 1.3 micrograms per litre (µg/L).

However, for my meeting on Monday, I am on alpha blockers since that regulates prostate function, since October last year, and I might be on that for some time, and I have had two episodes of epididymitis in May and August. We might have to discuss the hows and whys of that.

Apart from the occasional insomnia, the fluctuations in my voice, irregular occurrences of fatigue, and some restlessness that besets me at various times, I am doing quite well and happy with the improvements, grateful for the support from many people who have helped me through interesting times.

When I am presented with the opportunity, I talk about men’s things, the need for us to be conscious of the health of our bladders, bowels, prostates, testicles, and sexual organs. These things matter, and catching anything going awry early is of the utmost importance.

Here’s to life and living. Thank you.

References

Blog - Photons on the Prostate - A year from starting radiotherapy

Blog - A prostate cancer diagnosis, one year on

Blog - Photons on the Prostate - XVIV - I Just Can't Wait

Blog - Men's things - XXIV - A presentation

Blog - Men's things - Prostate Cancer blogs

Tuesday, 24 September 2024

Men's things - XX

Insist and be insistent

Some encounters with the medical establishment can be unbelievably sublime and others exhibit inertia and obduracy, you might find pulling teeth a greater pleasure to enjoy. Here I was trying to get a sick note that I was told was easily obtainable and assured would be ready on Monday only to meet with a bureaucratic reluctance to fulfil what clearly everyone concerned knows is needed.

As with these things, I insisted against their prevarication, eventually someone cottoned on the idea that I was here for new excuses or postponements, something had to be done and so they sought out a late shift doctor and somehow found a stache of ‘Statement of Fitness for Work’ forms to be annotated and initialled by the doctor.

Their first attempt was clumsy, signing me totally off activities and the hospital stamp was upside-down. My reaction brought a reconsideration, and they did it properly with the caveats I wanted. It was an easy enough job with the will and opportunity to do it, hardly an encumbrance, this is a hospital, for crying out loud.

Just that spike is all you need

As I was chatting to a doctor, I also felt I could ask about the last two blood tests conducted a fortnight before my first radiotherapy session, my glimpse of the blood form indicated both the Prostate-antigen specific (PSA) and testosterone levels. I could not find the results anywhere as they were not communicated to my GP.

My PSA had fallen to within normal levels and testosterone was reading levels on the low side of the normal range. There must have been some other indicators in earlier blood tests to suggest I did not need hormone therapy before radiotherapy as testosterone has never been in the cachet of tests I have done before.

If I had not unilaterally pursued the need to recalibrate readings from my blood tests in February towards remediation by intervention, we would never have been on this track to discover prostate cancer and it might have been seething and growing undercover, but for that spike in my PSA in March that forced an investigation.

Do the graft on your bloodwork

It is no doubt incumbent that anyone with a modicum of literacy must take immediate interest and seek to understand what the results of blood tests are whether they fall in the normal ranges for your demographic and where they do not, ask questions and be unrelenting until this is explained in the simplest of terms. Err towards interventionism than otherwise, cancer is not something you wait and see grow like a wild weed in your body.

Demand answers and seek a second or even third opinion, speak with experts and learn all you can to be sure you are getting the best treatment towards the most beneficial outcomes. If you must go private and have the means to do so, do not count the cost and end up paying a costlier price.

The goal is the best outcomes

It took 7 months to get from my first request for a blood test to where the prostate cancer is being effectively treated with radiotherapy. I will cover in more detail sometime in the future, why I opted for radical radiotherapy over a radical prostatectomy. It was about the post-treatment quality of life more than anything else.

If anything, and for about 15 years, I have learnt and understood that your biggest advocate for the best outcomes when engaging the medical community is you, your voice, your initiative, your instigation, and your relentlessness. You are the centre of your diagnostic, prognostic, and therapeutic options. Remember, it is always your body first before it is their Guinea pig, that premise is non-negotiable.

Men's Things Blogs

Blog - Men's things

Blog - Men's things - II

Blog - Men's things - III

Blog - Men's things - IV

Blog - Men's things - V

Blog - Men's things - VI

Blog - Men's things - VII

Blog - Men's things - VIII

Blog - Men's things - IX

Blog - Men's things - X

Blog - Men's things - XI

Blog - Men's things - XII

Blog - Men's things - XIII

Blog - Men's things - XIV

Blog - Men's things - XV

Blog - Men's things - XVI

Blog - Men's things - XVII

Blog - Men's things - XVIII

Blog - Men's things - XIX

Thursday, 22 August 2024

Men's things - XVI

Blogging The State of Akin

I write how I feel, and I cannot account for who reads and finds any interest in my blogs, though there are people who have over time realised that this blog infrequent and hardly prolific as it is represents The State of Akin (TSoA) at any given time.

Sometimes lucid and at other times in turmoil, I am told I write better than I converse, yet I cannot drive traffic to this blog for that purpose, it is left to those who discover this to engage as they see fit.

My last blog gave a sense of direction in terms of certain questions I had about the treatment of prostate cancer. I guess I was a bit miffed that out of Active Surveillance, a Radical Prostatectomy, and Radical Radiotherapy, the first had been taken off the table before any discussion with the patient primarily affected.

I should be centred and relevant

Again, I respect the knowledge and the expertise of the medical teams superintending the courses of recommended treatment, however, even if a course of treatment is not desirable, I should be informed of the reasons that led to that determination. With respect to this situation, I asked for a further consultation, and I received two phone calls that seemed to need clarification on my premises.

I had acquired enough understanding to appreciate from the post-treatment situation that on the issues of future prognosis, the exacerbation of the condition, and the problems that might present in bladder and bowel control along with attendant sexual function, radiotherapy offered the best and most manageable outcomes.

Links to engender confidence

A comment in my last blog gave me additional information through two links, Predict Prostate and Cancer Alliance: Prostate Cancer: Know Your Options, both of which allow you to enter the indices of known or unknown test results to then connect your situation to the predictive outcomes of the Prostate Testing for Cancer and Treatment (ProtecT) study as indicated in the graphic I shared in my last blog post.

The links also offered more detailed information and YouTube videos. At the end of which I was more convinced of the course of treatment I had chosen.

Poring through the medical notes shared between the medical personnel, I finally learnt that I was actively considered for the low-dose radiotherapy, or in medical terms, it is Hypofractionated radiotherapy of 60 Grays (Gy) over 20 sessions, given on weekdays only. The Gray is a unit of ionising radiation. [ICR: A new standard of care for prostate cancer]

The outlook, the prospect

Prior to this treatment, I will attend a radiotherapy planning scan that uses a Computer Tomography scanner to locate the position of the prostate gland to which the radioactive beam will be directed. This treatment option makes Intensity modulated radiotherapy (IMRT) more efficient as it is more tolerable for certain older age groups.

I am also recommended to go directly for radiotherapy without neo adjuvant therapy which is hormone therapy to reduce testosterone, which might well be a blessing of sorts. I think I have had the answers to the many questions I have had, and I am basically looking forward to putting all this behind me within the next few months.

I feel fine, I am positive, and I believe in the best for me, my health, and the enjoyment of life and its pleasures. I also look forward to spending some recuperation time with Brian.

Men's Things Blogs

Blog - Men's things

Blog - Men's things - II

Blog - Men's things - III

Blog - Men's things - IV

Blog - Men's things - V

Blog - Men's things - VI

Blog - Men's things - VII

Blog - Men's things - VIII

Blog - Men's things - IX

Blog - Men's things - X

Blog - Men's things - XI

Blog - Men's things - XII

Blog - Men's things - XIII

Blog - Men's things - XIV

Blog - Men's things - XV

Friday, 16 August 2024

Men's things - XV

When the not-so-obvious is ignored

When I was about 7 or 8 years old, my parents took me to the lawn tennis club to take lessons and learn how to play tennis. My mother was naturally trim and still in the child-bearing age range and even though my father had golf clubs, he was more inclined to play tennis and never on the golf course less than half a mile from where we lived in Rayfield, Jos.

I was not that good at tennis for a reason no one discovered until I was in my 30s. I could not hit the tennis balls because I could not track the distance and the speed of the ball. I had a lazy right eye, an astigmatism where the eye at rest wandered off the right depriving me of stereo vision.

That is why I ended up not properly learning to drive for my ability to judge distance and speed was impaired. I could compensate for it as a pedestrian, but not with impatient drivers behind me if I drove a car.

However, the sad part of knowing this truth was that something could have been done to correct the problem in my childhood; like wearing a patch over the good eye and forcing the lazy eye to align and focus. By the time I found out, my brain had already made up for the handicap, it would have been nigh on impossible to retrain my brain for the new vision of having astigmatism dealt with.

There is a correction for astigmatism in my lenses, but it does not perfect the entrenched issues with the condition. It is something you live with, and it is benign that it is not a concern to be bothered about.

Even knowledgeable doctors are not God

50 years on, I find myself ensuring that my concerns are addressed, all perspectives considered, and every option explained to satisfactory detail in my engagement with the medical profession to ensure that my expected outcomes are at the forefront of any conversation.

I respect the standard of expertise and wealth of knowledge that defines this group of professionals but for all they know, they are not gods, their word is not law in and of itself while every diagnostic and therapeutic path cannot be valid without my engagement and understanding.

The prime admonition that grounds everyone involved is encapsulated in this saying, “It is my body first before it is your Guinea pig.” By all means, I should never feel under pressure, duress, or deception in making choices. Whatever course I take with regard to the options before me is ultimately my decision, having been adequately informed by the experts.

I have learnt that I cannot be shy about asking questions and fundamentally there are no stupid questions, you find the form of words to pose your concern, and you have every latitude to ask follow-up questions until you have been satisfactorily answered.

I understand that doctors or consultants might feel challenged, they should welcome the challenge and be up to the task of confidently and convincingly defending their thinking, assertions, and procedures. It makes them better at understanding and addressing patient needs. Anything short of that, demands review.

Better safe now than sorry later

As medical procedures engender risk and can usually be irreversible, they do not run as projects that you can redefine if certain requirements are not met, you want to be sure that all issues are adequately and fully addressed before you submit yourself to treatment.

On the prostate cancer track of treatment of which I have now made the decision to opt for radical radiotherapy and much of the process of my thinking is addressed in the earlier series of Men’s things blogs, I have one question based on cancer risk groups which I have not found in any of the medical notes.

After I called the Macmillan Urology Specialist Nurse assigned to me at the Christie Hospital to tell her that I would elect for radical radiotherapy treatment, I decided I should seek support from Prostate Cancer UK to see if I could speak to a volunteer who had undergone radiotherapy without the prerequisite of hormone treatment.

You need to be quite knowledgeable about your condition with the articulation of your understanding of what you have been told about your diagnosis.

A progression of tests and results

My route to treatment was a progressive set of checks and tests going back to February and the highlights I would present again below:

PSA: Prostate Specific Antigen; this is a blood test that if the reading is high might suggest the presence of prostate cancer, but other factors might lead to a high PSA reading and that informs the next stage of investigation.

DRE: Digital Rectal Examination; when your PSA reads above certain nanograms per millilitre (ng/ml) in your age group, your doctor will use their judgement and discretion to digitally feel your prostate through your rectum to determine if it is enlarged or unsmooth among any other unusual or abnormal indicators. An enlarged prostate would suggest a referral for more analysis.

mpMRI: multiparametric Magnetic Resonance Imaging scan for prostate cancer. This is an MRI scan taken of your prostate with contrast. This means a dye solution is fed into your veins to accentuate the blood vessels and the prostate gland to determine the condition, size, and possible presence of cancer lesions. The most important score from the mpMRI scan is the Likert or PI-RADS (Prostate Imaging – Reporting and Data System) score with a range of 1 to 5.

A score of 3 or more would most likely lead to conducting a biopsy of your prostate gland. This would indicate the likelihood of cancer and the only way to determine this is to conduct a histopathology examination of cells extracted from your prostate.

The reading from the MRI scan would give an indication of the prostate cancer stage represented by a T score and better detailed in the TNM reference later in the blog.

UGTBP: Ultrasound-guided transperineal biopsy of the prostate is a procedure to extract biopsies of the prostate gland for examination. An ultrasound probe is inserted in the rectum and a biopsy needle which operates like a staple gun is inserted through the perineum under local anaesthetic. The injections can be painful and uncomfortable, but you should be awake to react.

While it is possible to have this under general anaesthesia, you lose the facility and ability to react, and some damage might ensue. After the biopsy, you are likely to have blood in your urine and semen for weeks. This procedure is the more favoured of biopsies as opposed to the transrectal one which could introduce complications and infection.

The result of the biopsy if positive will set in motion, an entry in the National Cancer Registry and a referral to a cancer specialist hospital.

The most important information from this histopathology examination is the Gleason score and Grade Group.

Making sense of it all

The investigations and tests above will inform the medical personnel conclusively if you have prostate cancer and begin the determination of the course of treatment to take.

The consultant who conducted the biopsy made two assertions in his medical notes without engaging me, this was besides the fact that the information was mismanaged by the NHS trust that I knew what was to be diagnosed a week before I met with the consultant.

His advice was in these words, “He will need active treatment,” and that meant out of three possible options for treatment, active surveillance, a radical prostatectomy, and radical radiotherapy of the prostate, the first was off the table before I was engaged.

Having opted for radiotherapy and found I did not qualify for brachytherapy because of my high I-PSS score, the external beam presented a more comfortable treatment plan over the uncertainties of surgery and the complications that might result.

A welcome intervention from another angle

That was until I sought support from Prostate Cancer UK and the nurse having been given some indicators from the diagnosis wondered why I was not being considered for active surveillance.

CPG: Cambridge Prognostic Group system; this allows the doctor to assess your cancer risk group and suggest the best treatment track for the cancer. The indices use values and logical operators of AND/OR to provide an assessment.

From the 5 CPG groups, the elements landed in CPG 2 and the Prostate Cancer UK nurse vehemently suggested I ask some questions as to why active surveillance and watchful waiting was not one of the treatment options on the table.

A radiotherapy planning CT (computer tomography) scan is scheduled; I have since called the Christie Macmillan Urology Specialist Nurse service to ask for an appointment to discuss this option in detail.

This is to address all the questions before we start anything and to give me both the understanding and conviction that I am following the course of treatment for the best outcomes.

In researching this blog, I came upon this piece of tabulated information I have from the onset, sought, to help me choose the best treatment in terms of the options, the long-term situation, and the consequences of whatever treatment option you choose.

Choosing the best treatment based on different studies. [Adapted from CRUK (Click to enlarge)]

Men's Things Blogs

Blog - Men's things

Blog - Men's things - II

Blog - Men's things - III

Blog - Men's things - IV

Blog - Men's things - V

Blog - Men's things - VI

Blog - Men's things - VII

Blog - Men's things - VIII

Blog - Men's things - IX

Blog - Men's things - X

Blog - Men's things - XI

Blog - Men's things - XII

Blog - Men's things - XIII

Blog - Men's things - XIV

Monday, 5 June 2023

Opinion: Getting good medical outcomes is a fight to be heard - II

Up against the system

When I wrote last week that my NHS rating is a 6 on a scale of 0 – 10, a series of conversations with users of the service and most especially, my personal experience highlighted issues I have overlooked rather than pursued.

Blog - Opinion: Getting good medical outcomes is a fight to be heard - I

There are organisational inefficiencies that consequently impact the patient at the point of contact and the bureaucracy demands those who people the establishment that they need more time to address issues and where they do, they should be more attentive.

In some cases, those who choose to address ineffective processes that result in poor outcomes are deemed, termed, and labelled difficult and troublesome. The person's suffering is forgotten as the Hippocratic oath of service becomes a perfunctory recitation without heart or mind involved. The patient is a customer on a fast-moving conveyor belt to the exit than to wellness.

Organisational failings that fail us

In my other blog, I talked of when I had to relay my medical record to a doctor because my file was not available to check my notes for the consultation. It would appear, every patient that visited on that day, if they were not as clued in and read up on their condition would have received attention below par.

I have high praise for the department that has taken on my case for almost 8 years, but they are not perfect and not all the consultants I have met give due heed to the wider issues of who the person they are seeing is and I can understand their limitations. However, one has to question how with that knowledge of who was attending for the day the essential documentation was not provided to the consultants for review and understanding as they met their patients.

It might have been a one-off situation, but I have the feeling there is a rot that pervades the system that is seething and creeping almost unaware to those with the responsibility to ensure things work better for the desired outcomes of their patients.

Seeing but not perceiving

Then, it was the lassitude that greeted my need for treatment of a co-morbidity condition that they knew of for more than two years, but never sought to address until I challenged the thinking in the department. You could almost feel they were more ready to express sympathy after your demise in the knowledge you were one less problem to deal with than face the complexity of the person-problem conundrum.

When they advocated for the change of my drug regime for a new medication, the consultant inelegantly let slip that the decision was being made on a cost basis as my medication was still under patent protection. This was reinforced with a contrived neurological test as I did mention absences in thought that could be side effects on my memory, much of which I had compensated for as I noticed changes in how I remember things, especially in the short-term memory space.

The struggle of outlay over outcome

The new medication was a hellish 7-week experience that they were keen to fix me to after the second week which I thought was too short a period to understand its effects. I dare say, one of the side effects that was on a label you could tear off from the packaging included sudden death. Each day, I recorded every funny symptom from tingling in my extremities, to insomnia and nausea – those were the prominent ones.

I walked into the department with 42 pages of side effects recorded for each of the 42 days and demanded I be put back on my old medication that I had tolerated well for over 8 years. The year after this sordid experiment, there were generics of my medication available, and I have been on those since then.

Obviously, there is a cost to medical provision, and I cannot ignore the towering cost of the 12-week medication for treating the co-morbidity 7 years ago with new drugs for which I am grateful, but it is never comfortable to be in the hearing of cost rather comfort and outlay rather than outcomes.

Being there but not with me

It was my last consultation that inspired these blogs as my doctor’s notes created on the day of my visit or thereabouts get sent to both my GP and me. Now, after that consultation, I was given a survey to fill in about attending the consultation that day. After receiving the note, I would like to review my earlier commending comments.

This is for the simple reason that I discussed a number of issues with the consultant that should have superseded the talk we had 6 months ago. On review, there is little of what we discussed in the new note, I can also put it down to either the consultant being distracted or inattentive. That conclusion is easy to arrive at as when he said he had refilled my prescription, it was one of two medications that he prescribed, and I had to return the next day for the other medication.

The notes can be consequential

Doctor’s notes might hold no particular significance as a simple administrative process, but when one is engaging with the system and some decisions are predicated on what the doctor’s perspective is of you and your situation, there can be no room for error or variance between how you describe yourself and your doctor's observations. I can only wonder what it would take to rectify this without creating a crisis of confidence and trust within that team of medical personnel.

Indeed, I do make demands on the NHS for better outcomes which have much room for improvement, but there are only so many things you can overlook before you realise something radical is needed to ensure you do not become a mere conveyor belt statistic.

It is a fight to be heard and listened to, beyond which you hope that they would respond and act on the situation, with your interests to heart and in your favour.

Monday, 29 May 2023

Opinion: Getting good medical outcomes is a fight to be heard - I

Not operating at full potential

On a scale of 0 – 10, I would probably put the quality of the service I get by default from the National Health Service (NHS) at a 6. If I want better outcomes, I need to challenge the system and the process to do much more.

Comparing my experience with those of others who interact with me about their issues and challenges, I seem to be getting a much better deal than them in the responsiveness of the institutions and establishments and more particularly from the personnel that man the points of access I utilise.

General practice without practicals

I do have a GP, but I never met her even though I have been registered at the surgery for close to 8 years, the only times I visit are usually to get the annual flu jabs if I need anything else; it is impossible to get through on the phone and when you use their website, my most recent application took 10 days to get a response and that was to ask me to pay for a possible referral from the GP who was to call me in another 3 weeks.

Ah! The GP in whose docket I was, retired from the practice 18 months ago, and it was when the surgery contacted in the response that I found out who my new assigned GP was. My main engagement with the NHS is actually elsewhere, my GP just gets informed of and updated on the observations and recommendations.

It is my body first

As I have had to fight for better personal outcomes in pain management, suggested treatments, and delayed intervention both in the Netherlands and the UK, the lessons I have learned personally and from others reviewing issues with healthcare delivery can be useful to others.

One key point I always make is, “It is my body first, before it is your guinea pig.” That was what I told a team of consultants and an insistent neurologist when after months of chemotherapy they wanted to perform a lumbar puncture, which I was not keen on. They relented.

At another time, the pain medication was insufficient, and I had to disabuse the notion that black people have a higher pain threshold and can endure much more suffering that the medical establishment defaults to think we are becoming junkies rather than people who need simple relief. Yes, after the consultant expressed some bafflement, he did increase the dosage of my Fentanyl patch and the pain considerably subsided. I was grateful for it. It is documented research that there is racial bias in pain management for black people. [NIH: Racial bias in pain assessment and treatment recommendations, and false beliefs about biological differences between blacks and whites]

Be forthright without fear

I lived with a diagnosed condition for more than 3 years that presented a co-morbidity, and each time I went for my biannual check-ups, it was noted but not dealt with. Everything with done around the periphery of it but not the essential action required. At one such consultation, I said to the consultant, I am very aware of my morbidity that you have observed and done nothing about for years, what do you intend to do about it as you all know it is getting worse.

I guess he was shocked by my forthrightness that within a month I was put on the latest medication and the condition was eradicated in less than 12 weeks. I have found I need to ask questions, seek satisfying answers, and deliberately go over a review of my test results to observe trends and mitigations to attain outcomes.

You cannot use the NHS from a stance of passive participation, you need to understand your condition fully, be knowledgeable and clued in on your medical notes as well as the medical personnel. There was one visit where my file was not available, when I finished, the doctor commended me for giving a detailed situation as good as a medical file. You need to read up and understand everything along with studying developments concerning your medical profile.

This might well help you

Anyone who needs access to the healthcare establishment, they should listen to the Reith Lectures delivered by Dr Atul Gawande on The Future of Medicine that covers topics like, Why Do Doctors Fail? and The Problem of Hubris, amongst others. I believe there are many tips and ideas you can gain about attaining the best outcomes in your engagements. [BBC: The Reith Lectures: Dr Atul Gawande - The Future of Medicine]

I started this blog to write about why I have not received some of the outcomes in service, attentiveness, or understanding of my requirements. Whilst some of that is covered in this blog, I feel I need to review how to write the second part of this topic.