Wednesday, 6 November 2024

Thought Picnic: Using time to recover

 

Ringing the 'End of treatment bell' on the 9th of October 2024

To ring that bell

It is four weeks since I rang the bell signalling the end of my radiotherapy treatment for malignant prostate cancer. From the moment I saw what the bell was meant for in the waiting area of the radiotherapy department at the Christie Hospital, I had every desire to make it toll.

For the 20 weekdays that I attended sessions for treatment, I only heard the bell ring thrice, the first two times was within ten minutes of each other, and then it was almost two weeks later that I heard it again. We all applauded at the celebration the ringing meant.

Yet, the distance in time from the said treatment has not resulted in the lessening of the effects of it, I have just soldiered on with the force of will and determination when I should have taken some time off. That would happen in earnest, and I am looking forward to it.

Perspective to recovery

Thinking back to almost 15 years ago; over five months, I endured 7 gruelling sessions of chemotherapy every three weeks that I was told, I would at the minimum need 6 months to recover. There were many things to recover from, weaning myself of opioid pain killers took three months after I felt no more cancer pain.

My return to work, just six weeks after chemotherapy was too much to manage that for the rest of the year from the end of March, I had Wednesdays off. My ambulatory performance had me lagging well behind people having a leisurely walk and the recovery of my sense of taste for different flavours took just about as long too.

Strangely, the seemingly lasting effect of chemotherapy was it shortened the time in which I was allergic to pollen from about 6 months to around 2 months. If anything, recovery from treatment for cancer takes time. We sometimes find ourselves too afraid to take all the time necessary to recover.


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